Thursday, February 26, 2009

Type of guy

The day before the 2nd month, bicker over small matters like what couples usually would. He sent: Sorry that's my fault..I've over react towards you.
Though it's too little too late, at least I'm realising it now. Isn't he sweet enough to give in all the time when we have arguments? And mostly I was the one whom is at fault.


For now, sinking into a memory of one of the touches you stroked on me, I cannot remember the physical touch, but I can remember the delicacy of it. Have I forgotten you? When I tried to forget you, I had just thought of you again. Are you, are you thinking of me now, as my mind revolves with your image, again and again? ~~~~~~~~ It was not a decision based on emotions when I decided to break the news to you. I had thought of it for months: The happiness that we shared, it is never going to last, and if that is so, why still pursue a love that is going to writhe away soon? Why create more happiness, when I know that this ring of glee is going to be part of a memory that you will dearly miss, and I will heartbreakingly forget? When I step out of the main door, I love you deeply, but am going to tell you that we are going to separate soon. The pain is not the separation: The pain is the love that we share; the love that was once so blissful is never going to be refreshed again. The pain is that we are still so much in love, yet we have to let go now. Only someone who had experienced this before will understand. Isn’t it ironic? It is my profound love for you that brought us together. Now, it is the same profound love that will separate us.

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