A pretty long friday

I'm starting to realise that I can't live without beers, smoking Shee-sha and cigarettes. These activities that can help me distress can never run away now. I had been smoking cigarettes all night long. I've met up with Madeleine and her friends for Shee-sha...

Everyone, I know this is your first time seeing her in my blog, my friend, Madeleine



Us with her friends, Kelvin, Jason and Timothy
The three guys left for Zouk aftermath, so Mad and I went to a friend's birthday party at the East Coast Park Resort.

Elisha's(the one in green) 17th Birthday
This is Yan Kai

And one of the people there, Xiao Qiang(do you have a better name?)

We booze, booze it up

I want winter

The weather is getting from bad to worse. Why isn't there winter in Sg?

If good weather for you might be bad weather for me; if good weather for me might be bad weather for you, is there truly good or bad weather for everybody? If there’s no truly good or bad weather for everybody, how can there be truly good or bad weather for somebody.

Although I cut class a lot, but my work shows a sign of improvement. Three cheers for my Combined Humanities Subject. Next week will be a disaster, there will be continual assessment for the whole week. I should crack the books by now but Friday is finally nearing which means I can cut the crap about school soon. Hey people! Beep me if you want to have some catching up this weekend. By the way, Steph.C is planning to go Bangkok with me for the march holiday. Now, let us just wait for the good news.

Say hi to my cantek, everyone

Companion

When it was six o'clock in the morning. The alarm clock rangs and it was time for school. So I wipe the sleep out of my eyes. The first period for today was reading. But I got to bed a little late last night, and so it's kind of hard to focus on what I was reading, and half an hour after I've finished, I can hardly remember what I read. To my surprise, the blazing sun is so terrible today!

I've found someone that I'll particularly valued. We had been making phone calls this few nights and...to that particular person: You should know who you are. You are one friend I regarded with particular affection and admiration. I want to get attention from you, and want you to know my presence.
Come, seat here with me

Last Wednesday

Stephanie rang me up. It was a very last minute decision to make my way to Town to meet up with both Jesleen and her. Supposingly they planned to catch a movie but I have to attend school the next day and it was pretty late when we reached Somerset. Grabbed some chairs and settled down at Gloria Jean's to have a drink then. And here, say hi to Jesleen and Stephanie(long time no see)

Caffeine for Stephanie, Chocolate for myself, Iced Tea for Jesleen:

Jesleen, What a pose

They took out a set of cards. So addictive that Jesleen dreamt of playing cards in her dreams.

Lastly, a picture of Stephanie and myself

Let's end this denial

The first droplets started to fall. The rain started to come down a little faster then faster. There had been a light, cold drizzle when I was in class two hours ago and now that I'm home. The rain is extremely heavy and rather unpleasant to be out in. And I have to say this, I'm yearning for a cup of hot chocolate, a beverage made by dissolving such a preparation in milk or water, served hot. On the other hand, the rain became a soothing friend carrying away the troubles and sorrow. I forgot about everything, the pain became apart of the storm.

Ain't coming back anymore

Message sent (to date): Just go, don't have to think bout the memories. There is nothing sweet about to remember. Just get a better one, I bet you have got one already. Good luck, till here and take care B

We don't need time anymore, I'll move on. Our 7th month of love today, is also the end of us

Let's talk about love... Boy meets girl and looks into her eyes. Time stands still and two hearts catch fire. Off they go rollercoaster ride, up & down and around... Twisted all out their minds and then his friends said "it's too soon to settle down". And then her friends said "he's a playa, slow it down" They couldn't be who they were because it just seemed like love wasn't on their side. This would not be love, but it would be something precious, something perhaps even better than love, a friendship for which I had been and must ever be grateful.

You are the boy who grew up to play sports every week with fellow boys
You are the boy who would eat like a boy if you lived alone, living on potato chips and Pepsi
But you are a boy who is also a guy
You are the guy that had to bear all the craps
You are the guy that she impressed by eating through half a bucket of fried chicken and then do push ups straight away
You are the guy that had to be taught what relationships were and in turn taught her how to work hard in a relationship
You are the guy that believes, trusts and prays even when she has given up hope
You are the guy of her dreams and her greatest fear is to live without you.
Who are you? You are that guy and I am that girl.

Sad, I feel

Message sent: I know you don't sayang(love) me anymore right

I loved you from the start, I recall the days I loved you in a million ways.
Now that you and me are from lovers to History. Does anybody know this feeling of despair? When you really love someone, when you really care, it's hard to walk away... When I really want to stay with you. Does anybody know it tears you up inside when you tried to decide between what's wrong and right? I'm sure that my love aint coming back no more.

I am as sad as...the smoldered grass, the autumn leaves,
the frost on a glass
I am as sad as...the summer dew, the winter days, the crying bird
I am as sad as...a torn paper, the ragged clothes, the decayed food
I am as sad as...the winter mist, the crying bird, the monsoon hail
I am as sad as...the white snow, the grey colour, the crying stars
I am as sad as...the bloodstained eyes, the hot fresh tears,
the icy cold water
I am as sad as...the last tear, a aggressived soul a shameful blot
I am as sad as...i am as sad as...